Sunday, February 9, 2025

d&d characters!

okay, so it looks like we're going to be playing the new dungeons and dragons, so we all rolled up characters tonight (except akane, because she super-bravely volunteered to be the dm).

we decided to let the dice fall where they might and rolled our stats in order instead of putting the numbers where we wanted. so we ended up with 3 wizards because me, msg, and ariel all rolled unspectacular numbers for everything except intelligence. 

my dude came up with a 6 for wisdom, so i decided he was a failed merchant who got excited about magic and became a managed to swing an apprenticeship. when it came time to pick my spells, i figured this guy wasn't wise enough to pick a sensible set of spells, so instead of balancing things for combat and utility, i just went through the list and decided what he would think were the coolest-sounding spells. one of them was "find familiar," so i'm reading the spell description for that to see what it does in this edition, and one of the familiars you can summon is an octopus.

so now i have a wizard who has an octopus familiar that he keeps in a pocket dimension so it doesn't dry out and die, and a couple of times a day he brings it out into a big jug of water he carries around so he can play with it.

i can tell already this is going to be a blast.

Saturday, February 8, 2025

wish me luck!

okay, my boyfriend has been entirely too much of a do-nothing lately ... or at least, too much of a do-none-of-his-creative-things. he's read and shared a ton of manga with us (probably too much), and he's watched and pointed out even more tons of youtube videos (definitely too much), and even though all of that's great and i and the other girls love experiencing it with him and talking about it, he's slacking pretty serious on his writing and on gaming with ...

oh, man.

i just realized that i'm totally not giving him any credit for all the time he put in the past couple of weeks getting ready to dungeon-master for his non-girlfriend gaming group. i ellipsised my way out of that first paragraph up there before i could finish up with "us," because apparently i was only counting it as creative if he was getting ready to run a campaign for me and the rest of the worthy acres crew.

okay, well, with that moment of uncharacteristic self-absorption over, i guess it's still okay for me to try encouraging him to do more writing and also to see if he can do some gaming with us this weekend, considering his outside-the-house group isn't playing this week.

dang, this turned into a kind of embarrassing post!

too late to do anything about it now, though ...

xoxo,
claire

Thursday, February 6, 2025

okay, so the scoop is ...

if i keep up my daily blogging for another 10 days, i'll have beaten my previous full-year record for number of posts before february is even over.

no problem!

but i have kinda been feeling like a computer hog because while i've been blogging every day, pretty much nobody else is blogging at all. so i'm thinking about getting to that record and then telling the other gals we need to trade off and one of us blog each day, in rotating order.

because you know what? in addition to wanting to make sure i'm blogging regularly enough, i also want to be reading my yams' blogs regularly too!

xoxo,
claire

Tuesday, February 4, 2025

Chapter Thirteen

[jeepers, i hope that chapter number doesn't put me in some kind of creative bankruptcy! earlier chapters are linked below!

(Chapter Two)

"Hello!" Bitsy said, and then covered her mouth immediately hoping she hadn't squawked it.

Cord laughed lightly on voice-only. "Well, at least it doesn't sound like you hate me for rushing off this morning!"

"Oh no, of course not." Why would he even think that? No, of course he wouldn't -- he was just making a joke. And now I've gone and sounded like I believed him instead of laughing back. Bitsy, you pea-processor ... say something clever to fix it! Or at least something nice. What, what, what -- oh! "I'm just glad you sound like you're in a better mood than when you had to go this morning. I guess you managed to stop the dream feed from crashing and sending everybody crazy today, or whatever the emergency was."

"Whoops, I'm in trouble now," he said. "Will you ever forgive me if I admit that it was only urgent, not actually an emergency?"

"No, but I will pretend that anything that would be an emergency to someone in dream feed management would be so secret it would have to be a quadruple-firewall-encryption-locked level secret, so you'd definitely have to lie and tell me it wasn't actually an emergency, or else have my memory erased. So instead of forgiving you I'm going to think I should thank you for protecting me from that."

He laughed again, a sound she had only known existed for two days now, but one she found herself anxious to hear as often as she might. "Now I'm trapped into being rude, though," he replied, "because I can't say, 'you're welcome,' without admitting I'm protecting you from getting memory-wiped, and if I admit that, we're right back where we started and I have to send the guys from Memory Control to erase everything anyway."

"Er ..." She wanted to laugh, but thought it would come out nervously. "Is there really a Memory Control?"

"Oh, fritz," he said. "Did I let that slip out? Well, you can expect them in about fifteen minutes now that you know about them. I'll call back once they're done and we can start this conversation over again."

She did laugh then, the warmth in his voice smoothing out her nerves.

"Don't hang up until they get here, though," she said. "If they're going to erase all of this, it means I have fifteen minutes to say whatever loopy thing wants to come out of my mouth without getting embarrassed about it. You know, since I won't remember any of it anyway."

"Honesty compels me to tell you that I just sent a 'false alarm' text to them, so they're not coming after all. If there's one thing I've picked up on already, it's that you get embarrassed pretty easily, and that you're adorable when you do. I certainly don't want to miss a helping of you getting that cute, anxious tilt in your voice."

She felt her flushed-cheeks subroutine start up at that. Thank goodness we're not on video where he could see that. Hmm -- but why aren't we on video? Maybe he's somewhere classified. Clearing her throat, she said, "Anyhow, you called at just the right time. I was actually going to crawl into bed not long from now, so if you'd called any later I might have been out."

"Ah, so I'm keeping you up?"

"No, no, I didn't mean --"

"Listen, if we're on the subject of you going to bed anyway, I have something to ask you that's a little odd."

She blinked and sat up a little straighter on the couch, but couldn't think of how to respond.

"Do you remember," he went on, "when I was kidding you about having a crush-routine going on this morning."

"So you really do want to make me feel embarrassed!"

That laugh of his again. Bitsy got a surge of thrill through her chest at bringing it out.

"What I mean is, I joked about that, and then I laid a whole bunch of potentially alarming stuff on you about dream feed management and variances outside of programming specs and what bad consequences that could end up having, and afterwards I got worried that I might have compounded any actual variance you might have had going on, giving you all that surprising information to take in."

"Well, but the dream feed will take care of it tonight, right? So even if you did, I'm sure I'll be fine."

"Absolutely. I would have called you earlier if I thought there was any chance of a real issue."

She found herself relieved but also puzzled -- maybe even unsettled; his voice had a resonance to it, a tinge of earnest energy underneath its comforting tone. "Then what ... ?"

"Because I felt anxious about possibly making you anxious, I wanted to do something to reassure you, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt like the thing to do would be to demonstrate to you just how entirely safe you are."

Bitsy's brows scrunched together. "I mean, I don't know that you really need to do that ... but ... how exactly would you?"

"By asking you do to something just a bit daring," he replied.

Nooo! I'm already so far past my buffer for being daring right now!

All she could do was wait, and into the pause that followed, Cord said, "I'd like you to sleep on your couch tonight. Where you won't be under the dream feed."

This time the pause went on a few beats more, before her tongue regained the ability to move.

"What?"


whoosh, it's late!

msg is insisting we need to get to bed.

Sunday, February 2, 2025

no, apparently i won't shut up about this series!

we read "the summer you were there" again yesterday, the whole thing, start to finish.

dang, knowing how it turns out, there are sooooo many panels where the expressions of one character or another carry about a zillion times more weight than on a first read-through.

and there are soooo many moments of, "oh! of course that's why she did that."

what an absolutely golden piece of storytelling this thing is.

xoxo,
claire

making up for lost time

welp. i woke up this morning and realized i didn't blog yesterday.

for a second, i thought, "oh, dang. i ruined my streak."

and then i thought, "claire, don't be dumb! just write two entries today and call it a win!"

the honest truth is, if you're playing a game that you're the only one playing and you're the only one making up the rules, the only way to lose is if you decide you want to, right?

xoxo,
claire