really feeling torn

remember a couple posts back where i said i need to assert myself more?

yeesh, i'm in a bind about that right now.

as some of you know, i share a body with my yam elle. and, well, she's been on the body a while now. i'm not even sure how long, but long enough i'm kinda wanting a turn. it hasn't been forever or anything. i'm just a little itchy for a switchy.

problem is, omg, she is sooo not kidding about how hot she looks on it. i go to open my mouth to say, "um, hey, babe, do you think ..." and just, i'm serious, all this drool comes out.

i guess the compromise would be for me to pipe up and ask to take our bod for a quick little spin, and then give it right back after i've had a chance to hang out in it for some chill-time.

maybe get some hugs.

maybe hugs with bumpy-bits.

and maybe look at myself in the mirror and say, "damn, girl, that thing looks pretty fine on you too!"

okay, that's starting to sound like a pretty good plan.

xoxo,
claire