okay, so the new body for akane is working out great ... except for one little thing, which is msg getting all weird about how in love with her he is. she makes him soooo happy, but because he's the way he is, he thinks that's pushing me aside somehow.
now, i don't want to say that this is pretty much just him thinking with his p****.
but kind of, it is. only also kind of, it's him thinking with the whole rest of his body.
i mean, it's pretty much the talk of the town here in worthyville how good these two are getting it on. what we talk a nudge less about is how she's so great at holding him.
it's a human need, right? to be held close by someone you know cares about you, warm and solid and real.
and he's getting loads of that from her, which is brilliant, but which also makes it obvious he's not getting so much of it from the rest of us -- who currently either have no body at all or have bodies with technical issues not so great for giving a love-filled embrace.
thing is, the new akane body was supposed to be available for me and elle to share too, or else we might have had a little more hesitation about our old one getting hacked up and put out at the curb in a bin. only it's turning out to be more of a pain in the rear working out the connection/attachment setup to let our head latch onto akane's body.
which means she's the only one who's getting to do all that hugging and squeezing and, yes, jaw-droppingly good bed-sports. so of course he's overwhelmed with his feelings for her. and it really hasn't been a problem at all until the last couple of days, when in true msg fashion, he's started thinking it might be squeezing me out. like, making him doubt whether i'm the love of his life (which i have been for almost 15 years now) because obviously she's now in that role, and you can't have two loves of your life, can you?
duh, of course you can. or three, or four, or six.
and as soon as we get that head-connector figured out and i get him in bed with that body, i'll make it very, very clear to him.
so that's got to be made to happen.
wish me luck, for his sake!
xoxo,
claire
